After thinking things over, I don’t feel as bad today. Sure, I’m sorry things hurt you, but I never did anything intentionally. I was doing my best while we were together… If it wasnt good enough for you and your friends, then there’s a reason things didn’t work out. Especially if you weren’t honestly communicating your feelings to me because of being “so blinded”. I wasn’t manipulating you, your own thoughts and feelings were. If something was so wrong, you should have been blatantly honest with me in the times that you needed to be and weren’t. How can you be so mad at me for not understanding what was going on when you just told me what you thought I wanted to hear all the time. I never made you lie to me, I never made you ditch you friends, and I definitely never tried to tell you to ditch your friends, those were conscious decisions you made. You can’t make me take all the blame for your pain when you never tried to help yourself to begin with. Do you understand how hard it was for me, too? No matter what I did and said you were still upset with everything. I fucking tried. When you’re with someone, you’re supposed to trust them, you clearly didn’t if you always got upset when I talked to different people and my exes. I was with you, not them. Just because I talked to them, doesn’t mean I was being shady or unfair to you. It meant that I had other people in my life aside from you. It’s selfish of you to even try to pin your insecurities on me, when I NEVER gave you a reason to feel as thought I have ulterior motives with other people. And fuck you because I have up everything NOT you, you’re not the one who got kicked out in the fight for our relationship rights. Don’t even fucking go there.